DATED: ❤September 28, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Time flies
TITLE OF THE DAY: Time flies
I don't know why but I have an urge to text you today to find out how are you doing.
After so much, I have decided to keep my feelings. I would want to keep them and all the memories in a corner of my memory. I am really tired and I think giving up might makes both of us to feel better.
I know I won't be telling you all these in person, but I still want to say, despite so many things have happened all these while, I feel that you are still the best guy I have ever met.
Perhaps, we are fated to meet, but not being together. But I really treasure the memories we once shared. And I meant it when I said that.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: Blog Revival
TITLE OF THE DAY: Blog Revival
I have began to regret staying on at this job. It's really hell and the people there are really worse than my previous working place. I simply hate to give in and even to the extend of having to smile at someone whom I dislike. Isn't this no difference from being fake? I began to question my decision almost everyday whether the decision I have made a year ago is the right one.
Perhaps, it's time for me to retreat and have a break.
I can't wait to go study again. I am really looking forward to it.
And what's this relationship thingy still lingering around me? I hope it isn't true. And I don't wish it to be true too. I prefer things to stay the way as it is. Nothing too complicated than that. I just prefer the way when we are still unattached, having little chats, sharing funny things, joking around with each other and hangouts after work which I gotta admit I do enjoy being out with you. But not to the extend of "like" or "love". I believe we are still far from that.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤July 31, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: A decision made
TITLE OF THE DAY: A decision made
You've changed.
Changed to a person whom I no longer would like to know anymore.
I've willingly given up every single hope that I have pinned on you.
I guess you ain't someone worth me putting in so much.
Labels: A little thoughts, The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤July 27, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: All these while...
TITLE OF THE DAY: All these while...
O'well, things are going well. As smooth as it may seems to be, but I guess it may be monotonous as well.
Without you, I may not be as mature as I am today.
Without you, I may not learn to appreciate the things that I have.
Without you, I might still be thinking to like a person is to be with him/her.
Without you, I may not have know the importance of studying.
Without you, I might still be crying over the spilt milk instead of working hard for my future.
Without you, I would have never learn as much as I have learnt today.
I have been nice to you,
is because you have played an important role in my life before,
and I do treasure you as a friend,
as for how things might turn out in the future,
is not something which you or myself can predict,
and I really do prefer the way things are now.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤June 1, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: The Power
TITLE OF THE DAY: The Power
continue to make someone giggle like a kid,
believe it or not,
you have the power to amaze someone.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤May 21, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Ambiguous
TITLE OF THE DAY: Ambiguous
Labels: The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤May 15, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY:
TITLE OF THE DAY:
Sometimes it really sets me thinking that when you know that your competitor is strong, you will definitely feel stress.
When you know that your rank isn't as high as others, you will be submissive.
I know that working life is like that.
But when I see the way of how someone can treat a pregnant lady like this, that whole incident really disturbs me a lot.
For me, I won't like crying at work.
I won't appear to be weak too.
I know sometimes I'm just so afraid of so many things, but I hate appearing to be weak in front of others.
Not that I enjoy being fierce and all, but I do know that at work, if I appear like this, people will definitely climb to the top of my head and take advantage of me. Much more, I know very well that I can only depend on myself and not anyone.
I won't like to see such things happening on myself.
As much as I hate faking a smile, talking to someone whom I dislike, I still got to bear with it.
Not that I'm fake, but I just have to do it for the sake of doing it.
Working life is just so practical.
People are pouring out their unhappiness at work to me.
I wanted to help, but I know I can't be much help to them except to listen.
I don't know why but I feel really affected when I know the situation they are in.
Maybe I shouldn't be a counsellor in my entire life.
Because I'm just someone who will be affected by other people easily.
Perhaps, I'm way too emotional.
To me, my biggest weakness is being too emotional.
Labels: A little thoughts, One of those days, The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: Another Impromptu session
TITLE OF THE DAY: Another Impromptu session
Another impromptu session with William today. We headed to Tanjong Pagar for some oily and fattening prawn noodles.
I have been having big feast with him very often lately and I'm seriously putting on weight.
And one thing I realised that I've been spending way too much on food.
Eating and eating unhealthily, no wonder I fall sick so often nowadays.
Orbi Good??
Well, perhaps.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤May 14, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Impromptu
TITLE OF THE DAY: Impromptu
A nice drink, chat and dinner with them at some dining place at Arab Street.
I guess that place is cool for having small chats and drinks.
Finally a nice and relaxing outing after 2 tiring days at work. And yes, today is finally the mid week, and tml is Thurs. I can't wait for weekends to come.
I think it's a little weird when I'm being choosen to be in the sports committee in my department. Not that I play sports very often though.. I hope this wouldn't take up so much of my time, planning and all, but still, definitely looking forward to the upcoming sports event.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤May 12, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Random and more Random
TITLE OF THE DAY: Random and more Random
Last month was down with bad diarrhea, and this month round I was strucked with a horrible temperature of 40 dc. What's next?
Omg, I can't imagine every month I have to spent that freaking $5 to see the doctor. And despite being sick, that stupid nurse in the clinic still wanna quarrel with me. Wth. It was damn stupid.
Health has been so bad lately.
No late night sleeps and heaty food.
Got to adjust my timing and diet.
Got to assure myself again and again that things will go well.
I behave in such a way that I flare up at the slightest thing.
I think there's a problem with my temper.
Probably it's time to do some self reflections.
I hope it's only Monday blues, that's why I'm having such mood.
I hate to say, but I got to end this with "Life is so wondrous in such a dispiriting sort of way".
Labels: One of those days
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤May 3, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Great Sat
TITLE OF THE DAY: Great Sat
It's really nightmare!
I dreamt of myself failing my last module.
Touchwood man!
I didn't know I can dream of such things. Because I'm not a person who will dream often when I'm asleep.
I must be worrying too much for this damn result. Hopefully this dream will never come true!
Anyway, a good weekend spent.
Went to Geo's newly open shop at Haji lane. Geo's shop is really nice yet stuffy.Perhaps, due to the bad weather.
I can't deny the fact that that place is rather relaxing and unique which is really good for chilling out. However too bad, I went in the noon and the sun was damn hot and was perspiring like hell, and at that one moment, I really wish someone would have pour a pail of water at me. I swear I wouldn't scold the person who did that.
Spa and body scrub at Amore were damn good.
Had a relaxing and wonderful time, of course this don't comes foc, but with a price to pay with.
I have to agree that after a long and hectic week at work, facing the crowd and all, it feels good to go for a spa at this kind of places.
Not too often, perhaps I shall do it once a month.Ha!
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 29, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Themeless
TITLE OF THE DAY: Themeless
Health has been bad.
I nearly cough out my lungs, my tooth aching and my left ear went deaf.
Yes, deaf!
I can't hear with my left ear. I gotta visit the specialist soon to get it cure, hopefully.
My tooth aches like hell whenever I eat something cold,especially ice cream.
Speaking of ice cream, I have eaten 3 scopes of ice cream. 2 scopes from New Zealand and one free scope from Ben and Jerry.
Health has been so bad.
My body is weak, and I seem to be lacking of energy.
Have not been sleeping well lately.
It's either I sleep early and wake up in the middle of the night, or I sleep late and wake up early.
That's really bad.
I got to adjust time.
And I think people must be thinking I'm crazy to say that I can't wait to know my result.
Yes, that's really true, I can't wait to know it.
Be it fail or pass, I'm just so curious how will I flare for this paper which I have totally no idea for until the last few hours before exam.
It's a mirable if I manage to score a B.
Just a B!!! God Bless Me. I won't want to retake this paper for the second time.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 28, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: ???????????
TITLE OF THE DAY: ???????????
I'm so used to being late for work everyday.
It's just a bad habit.
I used to dislike people who have no sense of punctuality.
But unfortunately, I'm hooked on to it myself.
When people start at 8.30am and leave at 6pm, I start at 9am and leave at 6.30pm. This is to clock in enough time to make sure I hit the monthly working hours. Else, I think I'm going to get sack even before I resign.
I guess it's time for me to kick off this bad habit and get off my arse and head to my bed earlier, wake up earlier and step out of the house earlier.
And I can't imagine I slept at 8pm yesterday night due to the very last minute revision on Sat night. And I vividly remembered I woke up halfway, but I forgotten what I did. And I don't know how I read my sms-es when I'm already asleep. Because when I woke up in the morning, I found out that there were a few sms-es sent last night, but all were marked as read messages. Weird. I think I must be dreaming when I woke up halfway.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 27, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Finalliiiii
TITLE OF THE DAY: Finalliiiii
Finallyyyyyyyy..
Woke up early despite having that few hours of sleep and went to meet Leroy and others for revision.
Having a bad headache and my left ear is stuck, I don't know whichever thing is stuck inside, be it ear shit or whatever, is just causing me to have problem listening properly.
I gotta retire to my bed earlier today.
Exam's over, time to focus on work.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 26, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Nightmares
TITLE OF THE DAY: Nightmares
I spend a while reading the notes, and I freaking don't understand what am I studying.
I gotta woke up early tml and join the guys for the 2 hours of revision before exam tomorrow.
God bless me man.
I went running, and I ended up eating more.
What's the point??!!
Shred the fats within that few hours, and I gain back after a meal and half packet of chips.
Shan't blog too much.
Back to mugging.
I'm sooooooo worried for my paper!!!!!!!
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 23, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: ????
TITLE OF THE DAY: ????
Or it's a sarcastic remark?
If it's truly a compliment for me, I must have done some great things in my past life to deserve such good things to happen on me.
Well, if it's a sarcastic remark, I might just ignore it, it wouldn't cause great impact on me anyway.
Unexpected things can happen so often nowadays.
And I really don't know how should I react towards certain things.
Everything seem to be going well on the peripheral.
However, somehow, I just feel that certain things just happen at the wrong moment.
In short, things don't seem to be in place for me nowadays.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 20, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: First Ice Skating
TITLE OF THE DAY: First Ice Skating
Landed my butt on the ground thrice, thanks to William who tried grabbing me to do all kind of stupid stunts in the rink.
Ended up eating sushi despite us walking towards Waterfront and there were nothing much to eat.
Next shall be heading to Batam for a getaway during the weekends!
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: Happy Little Things
TITLE OF THE DAY: Happy Little Things
Off to ice skating with William and crab feast for dinner later!!
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 19, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Skinnier
TITLE OF THE DAY: Skinnier
I saw
a haggard,
skinny,
with bones,
Erene.
I'm even able to fit into espirit size 32 which I totally can't fit into it in the past.
I'm getting thinner recently.
It must have been the irregular and unhealthy meals that I had.
Having gastric so often nowadays.
Ended up with a horrible diarrhea, gastric and stomach cramp yesterday.
Even when I went running just now, I feel like collasping after 2 rounds on the running track.
Terrible.
Falling sick very now and then.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 18, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Sick
TITLE OF THE DAY: Sick
I think having diarrhea, stomachache and gastric all at the same time is the worst illness I ever got in my life.
I've slept from 11am to 6pm.
And now I feel like sleeping again.
That feeling is so terrible.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 16, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: ???
TITLE OF THE DAY: ???
I feel that you are someone who is very irritating.
Not that I enjoying saying someone like this, but you really are.
I can't imagine if this were to go on,
and if one day I ever flare up,
I'm afraid I might just scream
"GET LOST"
in your ears.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: Off Day
TITLE OF THE DAY: Off Day
Off for a pedicure,
a hair cut at Le Salon,
lunch at Ding Tai Fung and steamboat for dinner.
Basically, I need not spent a single cent for all of the above, however, due to my laziness and the scorching sun which makes me so damn hot, I spent $12 on cab.
I love the hair cut at Le Salon, not because it is free, but it's way better than my hair cut at Storm. But I've got to say Le Salon charges way too expensive than Storm. Imagine a hair cut for $100+, I doubt I would ever spent such amount on just a hair cut.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 15, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Themeless
TITLE OF THE DAY: Themeless
And now, I would choose to stay cool as things happen. Because I know at the end of the day, I can only depend on myself on everything. No point getting pissed off by people and all. I got to stay strong and positive in order to achieve what I want to achieve. So many things have happened all these while.
I've learnt to take things easy and it made me realised that the closest person doesn't necessary have to be the one who understands you. The one who understands you doesn't neccessary have to be the one whom you have been pouring out to, it just got to be someone who knows you more than what you have said.
Labels: The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 13, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Reality
TITLE OF THE DAY: Reality
Somehow, they just make the good ones to the better, and the bad ones to the worst. If you have the status and the background, you wouldn't care much about how people think of you, because you are the one controlling the whole situation. And you wouldn't know what's poverty because you are living in luxury without having any worries about your financial status. And when you shop, you care less about the price and go for the quality and the brand. And when you eat, food courts and hawker centres are unhygiene and food are not appetising to you, and you go for Marche, Go India or even Marriot Hotel etc.
And is only when the poor met the rich ones, they will realise how tiny they are actually.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: New Logic??
TITLE OF THE DAY: New Logic??
Well, it's not the first time I bought my clothes from kids department. If the apparrels there are nice and they suit me well and of course don't look so kiddy, why not? But this is actually the first time I heard of this stupid logic from a salesperson. In fact, I think that aunty is just a "door keeper" who just stands outside the fitting room and hang the clothes. And I just happened to be there and she spotted me. But luckily, I've already tried and come out from the fitting room. It's like so damn stupid la.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 12, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: How?
TITLE OF THE DAY: How?
All graphs, mode,means and whatever that are associated with these are really hell to me. I sux at this and I've got a horrible lecturer and my exam is just like an arm length away. I wouldn't want to fail, because this gonna be my last module before I graduate.
But how am I going to pass?
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 10, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Stupid or Dumb? Stupid & Dumb?
TITLE OF THE DAY: Stupid or Dumb? Stupid & Dumb?
Hopefully, I can just get away from here and take a long break.
Some things happened that made me feel so upset.
It's either I'm too stupid or I'm simply too dumb to voice out my unhappiness.
I just hate bothering people with my unhappiness because I wouldn't know whether they understand, how would they think..
I would prefer to face things alone.
Afterall, no one understand yourself more than anyone.
I really hate all these things happening so often when I'm already so tired, on the verge of breaking down and simply just struggling to hold on to my school,work and everything and look on a brighter side.
And when I'm so tired, who can I actually talk this to..
Perhaps, everything which happen are just meant to make me a stronger person.
Labels: The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 9, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Is it that important?
TITLE OF THE DAY: Is it that important?
It sets me thinking how important can it be to someone. Well, I suppose there is a certain extent whereby how important it is.
He paused for a while, and he continued "What if I have a lot of money but I am unhappy"?
I agree with him. Money might be the most important thing to someone, without it, it's impossible to survive in this world. I have to admit that without money, we are being restricted to plenty of things in this world. However, as important as it seems to be, it's not the most important thing to me.
Few days ago, I was just telling a friend about how tiring it was to work from 8.30am to 9pm for the entire week. I told him it's true that my overtime salary might be a lot, but I also can't deny the fact that it was actually very tiring, and I was some sort like being distracted and lost my concentration the next day. And my weekends are important to me so much because I seriously need a break from everything. As much as I've earn from my overtime pay, I expected myself to do a lot of shoppings during the weekends. However, I realised that I won't even want to squeeze with the crowd in the mall and splurging my hard earn money away. And I guess, this is really true that when I've met the toughest, then I'll realise how important it is to save my hard earn money.
I guess overall, all of us would want to strike a balance between money and happiness. For me, I would choose happiness over money. It might sounds silly, but I guess to me being happy is the most important. I wouldn't want to have a lot of money for the whole of my life and ended up being so gloomy. I'm afraid this money would end up buying a well designed coffin for myself only.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: I've met you
TITLE OF THE DAY: I've met you
Well, who cares wearing that t-shirt with holes and bunning up my hair with a big hair clip...No one is going to see me, and even if so, it will be either my family or my very very close friends. Else, a BIG no!
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 8, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Randoms
TITLE OF THE DAY: Randoms
one piece of nice blueberry cheesecake,
one glass of chendol,
and nice accompany,
that's what I called a great lunch time.
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Sometimes, it's really tiring to get along well with someone who is super sensitive. I consider myself as a sensitive person. However, I've never thought of knowing someone whom is 3 times sensitive than me. It's just a casual talk, and I did not expect this person to be so sensitive that she had to think that I'm unhappy with her. I simply hate to befriend people who are very very sensitive. It just makes me feel so uneasy talking to that person, and at all times, I have to be very very mindful about my words and actions and all. Isn't this so tiring? I mean you won't jump into negative thoughts when people merely ask you a question. It's not that I'm not sparing a thought for others, but I don't know how should I say it, I just know that I ought to keep myself a distance away from those super sensitive people.
I've finally learnt it, don't assume, for whatever things just base on the facts and conclude, and not making false assumptions base on one casual remark.
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And I have to say that I really dislike people who stick to me like a leech. It makes me feel that I've no freedom at all, and hello, I'm your friend, not your girlfriend. And if you think that this is going to work on me, so sorry that you have met the wrong person.
Labels: General, Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 7, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Finally
TITLE OF THE DAY: Finally
Well, thats aside. Went for a feast just now, and I simply don't have to pay for my food just because I found a strand of hair inside my soft shell crab, when its like I was already about to finish my portion of food. And I got free dessert too. Real fattening, but it justs looks appetising to me since I don't have much appetite for food recently.
Some real maddening things happen at work nearly everyday because of one bloody person. He was just stupidly asking me stupid things everyday. Hello, you are a manager of your team and you don't even use your brain to think before you ask someone a question. My goodness, I feel like giving him a tight slap across his face. What's so great being a manager and for having a high education, ended up being so stupid in front of people...I hate to scold someone stupid, but he's really one ultimate person. For god sake, learn to use your brain to think and stop pretending as if you know everything and try arguing with me.
These are really the ones who makes me a better person, moulding me into a good temper person everyday by tolerating their nonsense, and making me to feel that I'm actually a smarter person compared to them. They actually boost up my morale. Shall take this as a blessing in disguise then. Comments To Erene: 0 comments
DATED: ❤April 5, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Back To Blog
TITLE OF THE DAY: Back To Blog
But I have to say, it was a great week.
Ice cream with William for the umpteen times, is just causing me to put on weights.
And he told me something funny which happened on him.
I concluded, this is how a "flirty"guy got misunderstood when he gets too flirty. haha! =P
Well, I'm planning my well deserve long leaves soon.
Ice skating with William and co soon
Badminton with SC and co soon.
Coming soon!!
I can't wait to enjoy after my bloody exams and especially all the hard work and nonsense I've to put up at work.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 3, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Insensitive?
TITLE OF THE DAY: Insensitive?
Instead of trusting his words, I actually shook him off by saying stop joking about such things.
I can see he was being hurt by my awful words at that moment, and he kept quiet throughout the journey. I guess I was being so insensitive.
But truthfully said, I was really shocked by his words and I can't believe it even till now. I don't know what makes him such a brave person to admit something so erm, not very proud of and very personal in front of me. If I were him, I wouldn't have told anyone about it, or maybe I should say I wouldn't have tell my colleagues about it.
Moreover, we ain't that close to the extend of sharing our personal things with each other. I still can't understand why he choose to say out to me.
Having the wrong reaction at the wrong moment. Ended up hurting someone's feelings.
I would say it wasn't done intentionally.
Just feeling very bad and sorry about the whole thing.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 1, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: A lil' tots
TITLE OF THE DAY: A lil' tots
I guess I don't deserve this.
Avoidance, would be the best way to solve the entire thing.
Certain things are just meant to be contradicting.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 31, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: ZzZzzZzz
TITLE OF THE DAY: ZzZzzZzz
My rib cage almost broke into 2 pieces.
Exhausted.
I gotta catch a wink before the clock shows 6am.
But I love the way I'm busy with work and school,
It really helps,
helps a lot,
in casting away unnecessary thoughts and time definitely passes faster.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 30, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Transport Misery
TITLE OF THE DAY: Transport Misery
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 28, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Like a little girl
TITLE OF THE DAY: Like a little girl
Am totally worn out mentally and physically.
People sharing their deeper thoughts with me,
their un-utterables,
their unhappiness
their stresses,
who on earth am I going to share mine with?
I guess at the end, I still find it the best keeping them to myself.
Because no one will ever understand you more than yourself.
No one will always be there for you 24/7.
You've got to be independent.
And I really really need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: A little thoughts, One of those days
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 25, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Spoilt
TITLE OF THE DAY: Spoilt
I find it hard to juggle between work and study.
I find myself neglecting one of them when I'm overly focused on the other.
Argh ..So damn moody today. Hope things will go well at work.
Labels: One of those days
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 24, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: The Generals
TITLE OF THE DAY: The Generals
Upon reaching the office in the morning, I was so damn hot and the air con in the office was down. Everyone was perspiring like hell and eventually not being dress up like the normal days, which we usually wrap ourselves up like a dumpling, because the air con is so damn cold like as if we were working in the North pole during the usual days. Despite sitting down and working in the stuffy environment, I have to entertain those bloody people's nonsense over the phone. I guess I ought to be proud of myself to still be able to talk politely with those nonsensical human beings in such situation.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 22, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: All about you
TITLE OF THE DAY: All about you
Well, at least I know sales are going on at where. HaHa!
Exam's over!
Next is Business Statistics and Economics. Fuck, I dislike Economics so muchhhhhhh..
2 more months to go and I'm officially graduated. And it's like damn busy now, both modules are squeeze in one schedule. That means in just a short period of time, I need to hand in my assignments and study for my exams. I can't imagine that man..
Well, I've yet decide what to do after I graduated.
My biggest reward and my biggest damage.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 15, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's back, again
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's back, again
I sound like a man, again.
As always, Whitney Houston's songs, never fails to amaze me.
Whenever the music plays .........
Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free
Labels: A little thoughts, General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 10, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: S-H-I-T
TITLE OF THE DAY: S-H-I-T
Feel so tired at work that I can't wait for 6pm to knock off. Now that I've reached home and take a good shower, I gonna jump to my bed at 9.30pm. Comments To Erene: 0 comments
DATED: ❤March 8, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's time to say O
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's time to say O
Headed to Miss Clarity Cafe to celebrate SJ's birthday. Nice meeting up with some of the secondary school friends. Both food and accompany were great that evening.
I feel so fat though I can still fit into XS, but I guess I'm a full blown XS.
It's time to say "O" to make my face sharper(that's how Ericia mentioned it in her blog..haha)
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 2, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Weekly Affairs
TITLE OF THE DAY: Weekly Affairs
I finally met up with her last Wednesday. Was glad that everything was fine between us again. We had so much fun chatting and laughing at silly things till late night before we called it a day. Yesterday, was spent eating the whole day at my Cousin's chalet that I got sick of BBQ food now.
I had so much fun and outings for the entire week. And I took lotsa of pics with my colleagues and cousins ytd.
Big Sigh!!
Exam's coming soon.
Uncompleted assignments.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤February 25, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Deaf
TITLE OF THE DAY: Deaf
Thus now, I couldn't hear properly with my left ear. I can still hear it, but it will be softer. It has been like this for many years, I'm ok with it and I'm used to it. However recently, realised that there's something hard stuck in my right ear. Alright, it sounds gross. But it isn't that kind of ear shit which is stuck inside my ear, it is somehow like the feel of a pimple, but it is very hard. No matter how I dig it out(ok,gross), it is still unmovable.
I hope I won't turn deaf.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤February 23, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Sales madness
TITLE OF THE DAY: Sales madness
PAZZION is even having moving out sale. But those on sale items doesn't fit well on me. Saw a pair of slip-on at there. Gotta ask my sis's bf to help me to buy because he knows someone in pazzion. And yeah, I can get discount. Ness and GG5 are having great sales too. But I've only bought a top from there.
Anyway, M)phosis sales wasn't as great though. The clothes doesn't seem nice to me, and most importantly, size S is always sold out. But few days ago, I went to the one at Vivo, surprisingly, I've saw the v neck dress (which I was badly looking for) with the last piece of size S over there. Needless to say, of course I bought it. Haha..Strangely, the one at Bugis wasn't having any sale ytd. But still, I bought the tank top at a reasonable price.
My goodness..I'm such a shopaholic.
Alright, I guess I deserve some nice buys for myself after working till late for 3 consecutive days. Hee .. Next week my schedule will be damn packed during the weekdays. Saw my calendar for next week, I'll be so busy that I've only got to be free during weekends.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤February 10, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: All About Shopping
TITLE OF THE DAY: All About Shopping
Places which I used to shop quite often like Mphosis, not that their clothings are like those at Bugis street, but they just don't seem appealing to me. Places like Topshops, only certain designs suit me nicely, and even they suit me, they might not even have my size. This is really frustrating. I seriously don't know why I can seldom find UK size 6 in Topshop. It is always out of stock!
Where on earth can I buy nice and unqiue pieces of apparrels? But whatever it is, I have to agreed that one of the online shopping website whom I purchased at there quite often, they do sell very nice and unique apparrels. At least I won't see a bunch of people on the street wearing the same kind of clothing as me.
And also, I realised that nowadays online clothings are rather expensive. I mean they are usually imported from Thailand/Taiwan/HongKong, how much can they actually cost originally? Even if it is meant to earn for a living, the prices still gotta be reasonable. I wouldn't want to spend all my hard earn money on those not very nice + pricey clothings, it gonna make me heartache man.
I still have my $40 vouchers of FOREVER 21 which I have not used them yet. I remembered I tried one of the tops there, but it really look like a M size on me. This is kinda weird. I guess I would sell off the vouchers if I can't hunt anything there that fits me nicely tml.I don't know where else can I find clothings that is XS+fits me nicely+reasonable price+not like Bugis Street or Far East kinda kind of clothings. Comments To Erene: 0 comments
DATED: ❤February 9, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: NEW YEAR
TITLE OF THE DAY: NEW YEAR
New Year Eve was spent at my maternal granddad's house. Boss was kind enough that day to let me go off at 2.30pm. Heh. Went home and changed into shorts and T-shirts with my hair tied up before heading to my granddad's place. Yesh, that very auntie look. But well, who cares..Haha, because I knew it would be damn hot to be eating steamboat squeezing around the table with plenty of people, if I were to let my hair down, I would have got frustrated while eating halfway through. It was really great to see a big family eating together. However, due to not enough space despite the very big dining table, we have to split into 2 tables. The older ones ate at the living room while the young ones ate outside the corridoor. That was indeed my first time eating outside the corridoor . But it was so damn fun. And we got to lau yusheng too before our reunion dinner starts.
First day of new year was spent at my granddad's house for the entire day too. From around 1pm till late night. Omg. I can't imagine I was sitting down and eating the whole day. Damn fattening.
Second day was spent at my 1st aunt's house. Her 4 storey house is damn nice. And not forgetting to mention, the food she cooked is always so great. It's been long since we ate such nice food ever since my grandma passed away.
If only everyday is CNY .... then I need not go work. Argh, today is already Sat! One more day and I'm back to work =(
6 more days to exam. God bless me. Comments To Erene: 0 comments
DATED: ❤February 6, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Nonchalant
TITLE OF THE DAY: Nonchalant
DATED: ❤February 4, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: SICK
TITLE OF THE DAY: SICK
I reached the clinic at 12.30pm, and the stupid nurse told me they closed at 12.30pm. Wtf. Can't they let me be their last patient instead of waiting until 2pm?
That stupid nurse told me these :" you know, the doctor has to go fo his lunch, I have to go for my lunch, let us have our lunch, you still can come back at 2pm".
3/4 of what she said was all about lunch. I was thinking to tell her off by saying, no wonder she got this kind of size, all thanks to her lunch.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤February 2, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: THE UPS
TITLE OF THE DAY: THE UPS
It's been a fruitful week for me though I am badly down with fever, running nose and cough. But I've yet recover from my cough and dry throat. Hopefully I'll recover before CNY.
I've went shopping with my aunt, cleaned up my room, met up with Jo and met up with SJ too.
Shopping with my aunt is always great, because I do not have to spend a single cent. Haha. Oops =P
Cleaning up my room is a chore which I think I will only do it once in a blue moon. But at least my room is much neater now. This is the first time I love my room so much. It took me 3 hours to clean up a room, and 1/2 an hour to mop the floor of the entire house. I've thrown away so many rubbish and I realised there were so many layers of dust on those rubbish. It was like a few layers of dust smacking on my face when I was packing them. And without much hesitation, I put on a face mask after all to restore back the original and clean away the dirts man.
This is considered only one of the few times I'm doing this kind of housechore. Otherwise, I guess I will be rather sleeping on my bed during my off day. And after so much, my body was aching like hell the very next day. It must have been I have not been exercising my muscles for million years.
But that's not the end. After cleaning up the house, I met up with Jo. And we went to have Gloria Jeans Coffee. Omg. I would rather choose to have it at Starbuck, TCC or Coffee Bean. Luckily we need not have to pay a single cent for that awful drink.
And I finally met up with SJ. Chatted so much with her. Gotta mit up with you girls soon, probably next week.
I realised there are way too many bimbo at my work place. Maybe I shouldn't really use the term "bimbo", a worsen word than bimbo might suits them. Talking to them is worse than doing housechore. I guess my life span is shorten over these 1/2 a year working at this place. But, I felt so proud of myself that I'm able to curb my temper all these while. If you know me well, you will know how bad my temper is. But after so much, my temper improves just slighty a bit only though, thanks to all those worse than bimbo people. A blessing in disguise =)
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 26, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: I love big family
TITLE OF THE DAY: I love big family
And I'm looking forward to New Year Eve to have reunion dinner with them together after today's gathering at the chalet.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's time to do so
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's time to do so
Do me a favour now by chopping off my hands, so that I can stop all my online shopping.
And I just can't stop eating too. My face getting rounder though I still can fit in XS. It's time for me to do some sports and exercise. I don't wish to turn into a balloon.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 25, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Randoms
TITLE OF THE DAY: Randoms
The other day, our boss was wearing sunglasses in the office. Omg, I find it so funny when I walked past him. Just a moment later, my boss was talking to me with his normal spectacles. Then he covered one of his eyes when talking to me, saying that he might spread it to me because he've got red eye.
After that, I went back, I told my colleague
E: Our boss so damn funny, he covered his eyes just because he've got red eye. How can red eye be spread to another person just by looking into each other's eyes?
L: Can lo..It can spread one
E: Then if by looking into a pair of big and beautiful eyes for long, will our eyes become like this too?
L: *Laughs until stomachache*
*** End of silly joke ***
Well, had plenty of things to blog about. But I didn't know where to start, and I know certain things I can't blog about it, it will just cause some misunderstandings between one another.
Perhaps, I guess it's just the monotonous kind of life that bores me out nowadays. Was still considering whether to join the sports club(dragon boating) which occupies my weekend. My colleague claimed that it's alright if I can't swim. But I think there's a high possibility that I might drown if the boat were to overturn. So in order to not to die so soon, I ought to consider it, maybe shall join other sports then.
Felt pretty guilty for not attending classes 3 times for this module. I got to make use of my leaves next week to do my assignment and revision. Exams coming. Bless me.
I'll be back updating .... when I know how should I go about writing.
Labels: A little thoughts, Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 23, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's hard to build happiness between one another
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's hard to build happiness between one another
It's always hard to please someone. Moreover, I'm not doing any wrong things or hurt against anyone. I'm just pursuing what I want. Why can't people understand? Why is it that even when I'm leading my life away, I still have to please people? Why can't they please me by encouraging me, in terms of moral support? I know things are especially getting tougher in recent years.
It's hard to please people. If you please someone, you might hurt yourself in the end. But if you don't, you'll get misunderstood. Somehow or rather, I would choose to be isolated from them. Self centered and selfish people can be seen around everywhere. They only care about themselves without sparing a thought for others. Things might seem as good as it be, but when trouble comes, they just cast you aside without throwing a life saving jacket to you. How come human beings are so scary? Worst, some people just use despicable methods in order to achieve what they want.
How come human beings can't be honest to themselves as well as others too? I would rather choose to befriend someone who is straightforward in their words rather than those who beat around the bushes, saying plenty of god-knows-what-thing to hint you. Aren't they being so fake? I simply like people who speak their mind. You can be nice, but you don't fake to be nice because people can easily see through you.
Well, whatever's on the peripheral is ostensible. Things change, people do change too.
Labels: The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 21, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: You won't want to start your day like this
TITLE OF THE DAY: You won't want to start your day like this
Till 7.30am, I decided to take a cab. But fuck, not even a single unhired cab seen on the road. I walked all the way down the road, and finally saw a cab. And I thought things were better, but there was traffic jam all the way. And it bloodily took me 1 and a half hour to reach my work place.
That cab was pretty lok kok too. The window pane kept dripping water down, it seemed as though it was raining from the sky. And when I decided to put on the safety belt, I realised that the thing to insert the safety belt is missing. FUCK. I'm so pissed off by the whole lot of unlucky events that took place in the morning. The train should have broke down further away man, maybe Aljunied or Kallang, and not Tampines. Not forgetting the cab fare costs me $40.
My mood was seriously dampened by all. I got so pissed that I switched off my hp and have no wish to get contact with anyone today. Up till now, I am still badly affected and traumatised by the whole thing, erm, traumatised by the fucking expensive cab fare. I can't imagine the train were to broke down again tomorrow. I guess I would have to go down to my work place garden to pluck some leaves and flowers for my meals.
Labels: One of those days
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 18, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Our Oscar Award Ceremony
TITLE OF THE DAY: Our Oscar Award Ceremony
I guess working life ain't easy at all. No matter how unhappy I am and how bad my temper is, I just gotta bear with it. I know I've got a bad temper, but sometimes I just gave them a bad attitude when they piss me off. I mean oh pls, they are much older than me, they should have better thinkings of what is the right thing to ask, and not asking me stupid questions.
Overall, the working society is filled with horrible people. I gotta be smarter and protect myself.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 17, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Which thinker are you
TITLE OF THE DAY: Which thinker are you
Good things usually happen unexpectedly (at least to me). Bad things always happen expectedly, I know all my phenomenons are usually accurate, somehow I am just that very sensitive Scorpion who never fail to guess all the bad things correctly. Did I mention that I'm a great thinker too? Well, great thinker here doesn't means I think brilliantly. Instead, what it means here is that I'm just someone who thinks a lot.
Perhaps, I should just name it as "Humongous Thinker"
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 16, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: don't jump into any conclusion
TITLE OF THE DAY: don't jump into any conclusion
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 15, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Invisible Legs
TITLE OF THE DAY: Invisible Legs
I love wearing open toes shoes, but pls stop stepping on my feet.
I can't wear covered shoes, simply because my feet will stink like hell after wearing them for a few hours. Yes man, go ahead and laugh that I've got "hongkong feet".
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 14, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: UPSIDE DOWN
TITLE OF THE DAY: UPSIDE DOWN
What a holy funny shit.
I just don't know whether was it my friend playing a trick on me or my phone just simply crashed up.
It's amusing.
Work was alright, but hey you know, some people just love spoiling your day. Well, who cares, as long as I'm perfectly alright with what I think and do, I guess I'll stay happy throughout the day.
Today,erm, let's name this person "Ambidextrous G" said :
"Erene, I tell you a secret"
"what secret are you gg to tell me"
*bend over his head towards my ear, oh well, guess what,
Ambidextrous G simply just mumbled a whole load of shit!
wtf.
It's ain't funny at all.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 10, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Oh, I remember you
TITLE OF THE DAY: Oh, I remember you
During a meeting today, someone walked up to me,
Someone : "Hi, I didn't catch your name just now"
Me :"I'm Erene here"
Someone :"Are you that lady in blue the other day when I saw you? "
It's always nice when you know someone out there remembers you after they met you once, even for that one second.
Labels: Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 2, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Deleted and here I am back again
TITLE OF THE DAY: Deleted and here I am back again
From snowberry.blogspot.com to erene87.blogspot.com to agiftforyou.wordpress.com to agiftforyouisapast.wordpress.com. Well, agiftforyou is a blog specially for someone. And after so much things have taken place, I guess it wouldn't hold much meaning if I continue to blog. Thus, agiftforyouisapast became the following blog address. But after sometimes, I guess wordpress is not suitable for me when I can't even change the template as and when I like. Blogger is more preferable, and it sets me using it at ease without worrying that my draft would be deleted if my pc ever hang on me, and most important of all, I got to put music in my blog. Heh.
Labels: General
Comments To Erene: 0 comments