DATED: ❤September 28, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Time flies
TITLE OF THE DAY: Time flies
I don't know why but I have an urge to text you today to find out how are you doing.
After so much, I have decided to keep my feelings. I would want to keep them and all the memories in a corner of my memory. I am really tired and I think giving up might makes both of us to feel better.
I know I won't be telling you all these in person, but I still want to say, despite so many things have happened all these while, I feel that you are still the best guy I have ever met.
Perhaps, we are fated to meet, but not being together. But I really treasure the memories we once shared. And I meant it when I said that.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤July 31, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: A decision made
TITLE OF THE DAY: A decision made
You've changed.
Changed to a person whom I no longer would like to know anymore.
I've willingly given up every single hope that I have pinned on you.
I guess you ain't someone worth me putting in so much.
Labels: A little thoughts, The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤July 27, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: All these while...
TITLE OF THE DAY: All these while...
O'well, things are going well. As smooth as it may seems to be, but I guess it may be monotonous as well.
Without you, I may not be as mature as I am today.
Without you, I may not learn to appreciate the things that I have.
Without you, I might still be thinking to like a person is to be with him/her.
Without you, I may not have know the importance of studying.
Without you, I might still be crying over the spilt milk instead of working hard for my future.
Without you, I would have never learn as much as I have learnt today.
I have been nice to you,
is because you have played an important role in my life before,
and I do treasure you as a friend,
as for how things might turn out in the future,
is not something which you or myself can predict,
and I really do prefer the way things are now.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤June 1, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: The Power
TITLE OF THE DAY: The Power
continue to make someone giggle like a kid,
believe it or not,
you have the power to amaze someone.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤May 15, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY:
TITLE OF THE DAY:
Sometimes it really sets me thinking that when you know that your competitor is strong, you will definitely feel stress.
When you know that your rank isn't as high as others, you will be submissive.
I know that working life is like that.
But when I see the way of how someone can treat a pregnant lady like this, that whole incident really disturbs me a lot.
For me, I won't like crying at work.
I won't appear to be weak too.
I know sometimes I'm just so afraid of so many things, but I hate appearing to be weak in front of others.
Not that I enjoy being fierce and all, but I do know that at work, if I appear like this, people will definitely climb to the top of my head and take advantage of me. Much more, I know very well that I can only depend on myself and not anyone.
I won't like to see such things happening on myself.
As much as I hate faking a smile, talking to someone whom I dislike, I still got to bear with it.
Not that I'm fake, but I just have to do it for the sake of doing it.
Working life is just so practical.
People are pouring out their unhappiness at work to me.
I wanted to help, but I know I can't be much help to them except to listen.
I don't know why but I feel really affected when I know the situation they are in.
Maybe I shouldn't be a counsellor in my entire life.
Because I'm just someone who will be affected by other people easily.
Perhaps, I'm way too emotional.
To me, my biggest weakness is being too emotional.
Labels: A little thoughts, One of those days, The Un-utterables
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 23, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: ????
TITLE OF THE DAY: ????
Or it's a sarcastic remark?
If it's truly a compliment for me, I must have done some great things in my past life to deserve such good things to happen on me.
Well, if it's a sarcastic remark, I might just ignore it, it wouldn't cause great impact on me anyway.
Unexpected things can happen so often nowadays.
And I really don't know how should I react towards certain things.
Everything seem to be going well on the peripheral.
However, somehow, I just feel that certain things just happen at the wrong moment.
In short, things don't seem to be in place for me nowadays.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 13, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Reality
TITLE OF THE DAY: Reality
Somehow, they just make the good ones to the better, and the bad ones to the worst. If you have the status and the background, you wouldn't care much about how people think of you, because you are the one controlling the whole situation. And you wouldn't know what's poverty because you are living in luxury without having any worries about your financial status. And when you shop, you care less about the price and go for the quality and the brand. And when you eat, food courts and hawker centres are unhygiene and food are not appetising to you, and you go for Marche, Go India or even Marriot Hotel etc.
And is only when the poor met the rich ones, they will realise how tiny they are actually.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 9, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Is it that important?
TITLE OF THE DAY: Is it that important?
It sets me thinking how important can it be to someone. Well, I suppose there is a certain extent whereby how important it is.
He paused for a while, and he continued "What if I have a lot of money but I am unhappy"?
I agree with him. Money might be the most important thing to someone, without it, it's impossible to survive in this world. I have to admit that without money, we are being restricted to plenty of things in this world. However, as important as it seems to be, it's not the most important thing to me.
Few days ago, I was just telling a friend about how tiring it was to work from 8.30am to 9pm for the entire week. I told him it's true that my overtime salary might be a lot, but I also can't deny the fact that it was actually very tiring, and I was some sort like being distracted and lost my concentration the next day. And my weekends are important to me so much because I seriously need a break from everything. As much as I've earn from my overtime pay, I expected myself to do a lot of shoppings during the weekends. However, I realised that I won't even want to squeeze with the crowd in the mall and splurging my hard earn money away. And I guess, this is really true that when I've met the toughest, then I'll realise how important it is to save my hard earn money.
I guess overall, all of us would want to strike a balance between money and happiness. For me, I would choose happiness over money. It might sounds silly, but I guess to me being happy is the most important. I wouldn't want to have a lot of money for the whole of my life and ended up being so gloomy. I'm afraid this money would end up buying a well designed coffin for myself only.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 3, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Insensitive?
TITLE OF THE DAY: Insensitive?
Instead of trusting his words, I actually shook him off by saying stop joking about such things.
I can see he was being hurt by my awful words at that moment, and he kept quiet throughout the journey. I guess I was being so insensitive.
But truthfully said, I was really shocked by his words and I can't believe it even till now. I don't know what makes him such a brave person to admit something so erm, not very proud of and very personal in front of me. If I were him, I wouldn't have told anyone about it, or maybe I should say I wouldn't have tell my colleagues about it.
Moreover, we ain't that close to the extend of sharing our personal things with each other. I still can't understand why he choose to say out to me.
Having the wrong reaction at the wrong moment. Ended up hurting someone's feelings.
I would say it wasn't done intentionally.
Just feeling very bad and sorry about the whole thing.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤April 1, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: A lil' tots
TITLE OF THE DAY: A lil' tots
I guess I don't deserve this.
Avoidance, would be the best way to solve the entire thing.
Certain things are just meant to be contradicting.
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 28, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Like a little girl
TITLE OF THE DAY: Like a little girl
Am totally worn out mentally and physically.
People sharing their deeper thoughts with me,
their un-utterables,
their unhappiness
their stresses,
who on earth am I going to share mine with?
I guess at the end, I still find it the best keeping them to myself.
Because no one will ever understand you more than yourself.
No one will always be there for you 24/7.
You've got to be independent.
And I really really need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: A little thoughts, One of those days
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤March 15, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's back, again
TITLE OF THE DAY: It's back, again
I sound like a man, again.
As always, Whitney Houston's songs, never fails to amaze me.
Whenever the music plays .........
Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free
Labels: A little thoughts, General
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 25, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Randoms
TITLE OF THE DAY: Randoms
The other day, our boss was wearing sunglasses in the office. Omg, I find it so funny when I walked past him. Just a moment later, my boss was talking to me with his normal spectacles. Then he covered one of his eyes when talking to me, saying that he might spread it to me because he've got red eye.
After that, I went back, I told my colleague
E: Our boss so damn funny, he covered his eyes just because he've got red eye. How can red eye be spread to another person just by looking into each other's eyes?
L: Can lo..It can spread one
E: Then if by looking into a pair of big and beautiful eyes for long, will our eyes become like this too?
L: *Laughs until stomachache*
*** End of silly joke ***
Well, had plenty of things to blog about. But I didn't know where to start, and I know certain things I can't blog about it, it will just cause some misunderstandings between one another.
Perhaps, I guess it's just the monotonous kind of life that bores me out nowadays. Was still considering whether to join the sports club(dragon boating) which occupies my weekend. My colleague claimed that it's alright if I can't swim. But I think there's a high possibility that I might drown if the boat were to overturn. So in order to not to die so soon, I ought to consider it, maybe shall join other sports then.
Felt pretty guilty for not attending classes 3 times for this module. I got to make use of my leaves next week to do my assignment and revision. Exams coming. Bless me.
I'll be back updating .... when I know how should I go about writing.
Labels: A little thoughts, Little Happy Happenings
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 17, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: Which thinker are you
TITLE OF THE DAY: Which thinker are you
Good things usually happen unexpectedly (at least to me). Bad things always happen expectedly, I know all my phenomenons are usually accurate, somehow I am just that very sensitive Scorpion who never fail to guess all the bad things correctly. Did I mention that I'm a great thinker too? Well, great thinker here doesn't means I think brilliantly. Instead, what it means here is that I'm just someone who thinks a lot.
Perhaps, I should just name it as "Humongous Thinker"
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 commentsDATED: ❤January 16, 2008
TITLE OF THE DAY: don't jump into any conclusion
TITLE OF THE DAY: don't jump into any conclusion
Labels: A little thoughts
Comments To Erene: 0 comments